Hey guys,
I have a job! I'm a photographer's assistant at a local place here in my town. It's really cool working here. I have been writing some, but I am going to be posting a lot of it. Personal reason's. But I will post a couple of things. I hope you like the things that I do post. I am creating some pictures on paint.net that are pretty darn sick if you ask me! But that is just me. But I will have some of those up soon. I don't not have my results back from my GED but I will be getting them back soon (hopefully).

Thank you guys for watching me and reading.

~Roslyn

P.S if you have any ideas for a photo-shoot and or a story you would like me to write about, please let me know. Thank you guys.

oh and incase you were wondering about my title, "Why Do You..." I was thinking what to put and I just put that as it. lol. No real meaning.

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"Let's pack up and move to California
She's got lots of friends out there
We'll never get bored cause we can go boardin
Let's let the sunshine take us there"

I just want to leave Gainesville for a while. Go visit my sister my sister in California and just have fun for a while
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3,165 VIEWS! WOOOHOOO!!!


That's excitement for me!

Well, my writing isn't getting anywhere. I haven't been writing a lot because I have been having a writers blockage, but it's whatever, I'm getting over it. My best friend that I've known for ten years is eighteen and had an awesome 50's birthday theme. My photography is on a hold because my camera has sand in it still and because I don't have a camera, my photography is on a hold. I'm working on a few photo's on paint.net so hopefully those will be up soon. Other than that my life has been going okay, kind of sadness, but it's alright.

Just wanted to give you guys an update on what's going on.

~Rose~


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Getting my GED on the 6th! WOOHOO for that too!!! YAY!!!! Excitement times two! Rock-age to the awesome-age!

If you guys have any ideas for writing or photography (for whenever I get a camera back) just let me know. Love ya'll

"You're dancing you're dancing
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Cause you're hot and you're cold
You're yes, then you're no
you're in, then you're out
You're up, then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
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This is slowly becoming my theme song. But hey, I'm starting to like the song.
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So, my photography isn't get very far, but I'm still taking pictures. My writing is getting better, I'm stuck on a chapter of this book my friend and I have started. We didn't start it thinking it would be a book, but man we are making this thing so long that it's becoming one. So, my writing is improving. I finally got to see my friend Jeff-fa-fa the other day! I love him so much, he is so much fun to be around.

I REARRANGED MY ROOM!!! I am so happy! It looks amazingly awesome!!! I've never had it like this before, and I like it a whole lot. The only thing is I cleaned out my whole room and I found a bunch of stuffed animals that belonged to my sister who used to live in the room and I wanted to cry because I miss her so much! AND OH MY FREAKING GOSH MY PHONE WONT STOP RINGING! People keep texting me and I'm trying to write here! GEEZ!!!!! *kills phone*.....*looks at you* Don't make me come over there...

now, where was I? Oh right, my room! It's so amazing! I am in love with it! hehe, it looks so cute! and I will take a picture and put it up soon so you all can see it. And that's pretty much my life at the moment in time. I'm looking into get a G.E.D still and getting a job so I can pay for my car and stuff. I'm so happy I have my Steve (that's the name of my car!)

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Alright so I had to get an EEG because they are trying to figure out why I'm getting headaches that last for more than four days to six days at a time and make me cry every night because they hurt so bad. But the only thing is, they don't seem to think that it is actually something, they mostly think I'm making it up, or that I just happen to get really bad migraines. Which I think so a load of crap, but the doctors know best I guess. God bless them anyway right? Right. Hope your day is going swell. Oh oh oh oh oh!!! My sister is coming to town soon! Michelle, I can't wait for her to be in town, I miss her like crazy! i'm going to crazy! hehe, I like that song. Anywho....
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If you have any photography ideas you will like me to try out, or want me to try out, let me know. Same thing goes with writing ideas, as long as they are clean I don't mind considering/doing it.
~Roslyn~

SEE! i am dancing! My sprained knee is getting better! I can walk with limited limping! YAY!!!!
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There goes the baker with his tray, like always
The same old bread and rolls to sell
Ev'ry morning just the same
Since the morning that we came
To this poor provincial town
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They just don't make musical's like the used to anymore. The old musicals were really good.
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Alrighty! So have you ever had a night were you couldn't sleep, not because you weren't tired (because you really were) but because you couldn't get comfortable enough or there was this sharp pain somewhere on your body that kept you from sleeping? Yeah well that was me last night! I couldn't sleep to save my life. I finally was able to sleep around six thirty in the morning!!!! I was not happy. But I woke up around one today, so it's all good, I guess. I got close to eight hours of sleep, I got seven so it works.

I have bruises from were they took blood from me and from where they put stuff in me! I look abused because i have bruises on my legs and feet, now on my hand and on my right arm! I look like a druggy because of my right arm. Makes me sad.

So I'm kind of at a writers block on everything! I wrote one thing the other day but that was before I hit writers block. I hate writers block! I am trying everything from reading good books to watching my all time favorite movie! Which brings me explain the first part of my journal! It's from Beauty and the Beast. I love that movie! I haven't watched it since my birthday so I am watching it now. Makes me happy!

So the guy I like, keeps bring up that he didn't get a shot in the butt. -_- I want to punch him in the face, but I don't, because I think I would cry if I actually did that. But he wont let it down, which is fine because I still wont let him down for saying that he stuck his head under water and he couldn't breath. When he meant to say something else. That always puts a smile on my face. The latest poem I wrote I had going through my head as he was hanging out here one night. I like the poem, I don't really like the fact that I thought of it, you know?

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They got the results back from the MRI my brain is fine, but I have some sort of inflation around my left ear, so they want me to go see a specialist for it. YAY! Just what I need, more doctors telling me there is no explanation for what is going on. But I will be praying that they find something. Hope everyone's year is going well.
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If you have any photography ideas you will like me to try out, or want me to try out, let me know. Same thing goes with writing ideas, as long as they are clean I don't mind considering/doing it.
~Roslyn~

WOOOHOOO!!!! *does a little dance on one leg* Pictures are getting !!! YES!
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have you ever wondered why you have "an" in front of hour when if it follows the rules it should be a hour? or how about toilet paper? Or bathroom towel? Why does the bathroom need a towel? Does the toilet want to write a letter to the sink? Or brail on a drive through atm? WHAT THE HECK? -_- what is this world coming to I ask you?
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So my pictures are getting and I'm excited!!! *hops around on one leg* that's my dance for the day.

So, I am working on chapter two of the challenge that wasn't meant to be a book but is turning into one, and I am not liking it. I think I might just redo all of chapter two...all three pages. haha! But anywho, hopefully it will come along nicely, at least to the degree that someone here will read it and want to talk to me about writing for some sort of job. Hopefully maybe. I pray. hehe.

I still haven't found a job, although with one leg at the moment in time to use, it's kind of hard to move around. Actually this was the first day in a while that I was out of the house moving around. Although, I didn't like where I went. I went to the doctors. *Get's comfy on the couch* Okay so here is a story that you need to know. Every time I go to the doctors I get the same nurse, she knows me by name without looking at my chart, she is very nice. Now that being said, God bless the woman (isn't it interesting that when someone is about to say something bad about someone they say God bless them? I'm not going to say something bad about her character but just read...) she has been a nurse for about ten years now. She knows me really well, she knows my veins run away when they try to take blood (I have what they call rolling veins, I just say my veins don't want to lose any of the blood it likes. Just my opinion) Ya'll I'm not even kidding! She poked my hand (because my arm didn't want her taking blood from it, it knows better, my hand does not) she poked the needle in my hand and she goes "Oh, has anyone ever told you, you have rolling veins?" I WANTED TO BEAT HER HAND AWAY FROM ME!!!! Yes someone has told me! She freaking told me the first time she gave me a bruise the size of texas on my arm from where she couldn't get my vein. I was so upset but I didn't want to be mean I said "yes, actually you have once before." and smiled at her. She laughed and took my blood, all while talking to my mother, and she must be Italian or Irish because she was using her hands to speak and man it hurt! She was holding onto the needle and she kept pushing it further into my skin, I wanted to scream! But I didn't and when she was done said God Bless You. and left. AHHH!!!! It hurt! I can take needles, been a hospitals long enough to take them, I can't take needles being shoved in my arm and having someone who knows they move say oh your veins move. But God Bless her.

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So I have to go get a MRI tomorrow morning because my headaches are staying longer and are getting worse. I don't want them anymore, so they are going to see if my brain has anything to do with it. I don't think so, but they do. So it's whatever. Make the people happy and be gone. And then on the 20th of February I have to go see more doctors about my thyroid. Apparently seeing once every year isn't enough, they want to poke around. That's why I was at the doctors today, because they wanted newer blood work of my thyroid, when I got my blood drawn a month ago, and the appointment is a month away so I am most likely going to have to get more blood drawn.

~Roslyn~